After listening to Pujya Maharajji about kamanas and the word “chah” has aah in it, a strong impression was made on the mind. In this morning’s dhyan while calling Ram, Ram, Ram, Ram with love of a child calling Ma, Ma, Ma, Ma and the aah or separation of child from the mother, three distinct experiences happened that can still be recalled:
1. While crying for her love, the feeling of being near to the Dearest Ram was overwhelming and the pain of separation was gone for few moments.
2. Next the word and the sound of aham (as in ahankar or false self) and the feeling of aham burning away in Ra (“R” of agni).
3. With the repeitition of sound of Ra..aa..mm, Ra..aa..mm, Ra..aa..mm, Ra..aa..mm, and a yearning to meet Divine Mother, a sense of peace prevailed similar to when a child puts the head down in Mother’s lap to rest.
> Swamiji Maharaj and Premji Maharaj, both had a relationship with Parmatma as a child has with the mother. Maharaj says, “Ram hi Ma hai aur Ma hi Ram hai”. This is true.
Sab Santan ki Jai, Jai Jai Ram.
Here is a link to connect to this pravachan: http://www.ibiblio.org/ram/
(Please click on and listen to pravachan of 2nd May 2010 under D-Live Video Clips)